tein's memoires

Decision

2011-08-29T18:17:00.001+08:00

Have been struggling for months…finally came out with my decision…

I’m so lost when I’m exposed to different christianity. I’ve been convincing myself to believe what I should, but I failed.

As time pass, I have change my perceptions towards my present life. Now I realise actually I just wanna be an ordinary girl, with family and friends around…I don’t want to go back to the past where I always been labelled an outgoing girl, never a house-helping girl…Now, I’ve found the priority in my life…

I believe that Lord is always in my heart. That’s what will lead me through…

心脏停止的那一刻

2011-08-01T07:56:00.001+08:00

体会了，亲人是谁也无法取代的，每个人都是独特的个体，即使他很像某个人，但那不是他。

公公患了第二期肠癌，时常很忧郁，话很少，跟以前人家称他为的‘火王’称号，一点都扯不上关系了。婆婆心脏很弱，一个不注意，心脏会停止。我知道，老了，身体会出现很多毛病，有一天会说永远再见，但我的意识告诉我，他们会好起来，等我毕业，等我找份好工作，甚至等我有了家庭。我希望我每个成长的阶段，他们都可以成为见证人。

也许因为他们，我对年长者有特别的亲切感。某天走着，突然去牵着过马路的婆婆，虽然那一刻是因为担心她，但我还是牵着她到终点，听她说那个地方是她跌倒过的地方。一次，下着雨，从某处看见一位妇女和婆婆那这纸皮遮雨，就走向前把雨伞递给他们，希望这把坏了的雨伞能替他们遮雨，但她们不好意思的说不用了，纸皮就行。

有一天每个人的心脏都会停止，但请珍惜在心脏停止前的时光，把你的关心和爱毫不吝啬的表示出来。有时我还是觉得自己的行为很好笑，但至少我以后不会后悔。在心脏停止时，才不会有遗憾。

如果有如果

2011-07-30T14:42:00.001+08:00

没有你的天空，没有云朵…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEDKy3rhZaw

my 19th

2011-07-02T19:05:00.001+08:00

Thanks to my lovely classmates and friends…

It was an awesome day for me…Whenever I thought of it, I really feel like flying, haha…My birthday was so special with their present, Form 6 is really short but I’m glad that I had this chance to celebrate with them in school. It was the first and the only birthday party I had in school.

When I was talking with Jing Jing in Mr Billy’s class, suddenly Mei Kei and Chee Yan came into the class with a cake. I really got a shock because I was so unprepared for it. A lovely birthday song was sang. I’m really touched to the bottom of my heart. After recess, I saw there’s present and cards on my table. I knew it was from my classmates’. A sunflower card from Jing Jing and a butterfly theme card from Jia Yang and Chiau Yin. Haha, they were my favourite theme too. When I went to AH class, Sin Yen led the whole class to sing birthday song for me…how nice was it…Jerry and Kaifu also sang a Korean birthday song for me, with full of expression…haha, although wrong lyrics but still appreciate it a lot.

I kept asking Jing Jing the details for my birthday plan, then only I realized that they really put a lot of effort in it. A really deep thanks to Jia Yang and Chiau Yin, who purposely stayed back until so late just to make the card, and finding me a suitable present. This should be a very busy week but they still spent time to do it. Thanks to Jing Jing too ^^ And a fact that made me shock was Siew Chin, when I suspected they were planning something, she kept distracting me but I never suspected her…wah, natural actress?? haha…

At night, Xing Yee came to my house and gave me a card and present. I really glad to have this bestie in my life. She knew I love music, and I love the present a lot.

It’s really an unforgettable moment in my life…

Thanks buddy ^^

2011-07-02T18:33:00.001+08:00

I know my previous post has made you all worried, but that day I was emo, suddenly thought of many things…but trust me, I’m fine, I’m kinda optimist all the time, and really thanks for concerning. You know, you all are really sweet, I swear. Love you guys all the time…

of sorrow…

2011-06-28T19:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday there was unpleasant thing happened in the school. All these while I never thought that it will happen to my friend, or people around me. I was really shocked when I heard that someone trying to embarrass my friend by doing some immature deeds, and I felt a sudden bitter. My nose has became so sour, so much I hope that the culprit will reveal. Why they want to stab people at the back but dare not to confront and get things settle with peace?

Another shocking new this morning, a form 6 boy from neighboring school committed suicide. It just happened so sudden, so unpredictable…Now I really wondering what goes wrong in this world. School is no longer a safe place for students, or anyone. When I was young I thought that school is a place where there’s no strangers and bad people are allowed to get in, a place where you and your friends can lingered around safely, a place to learn and a place to play…Now it has become a place where people leave an unforgettable sad memories, or even phobia. All these unpleasant events really saddened, so much I hope can do something to change the present phenomenon.

My birthday is coming soon and my friends keep reminding me of my birthday, but actually I hope I can totally forget about it and be reminded on that day…A lots of things happened before my birthday, and my heart was getting colder. Every year when my birthday approaching, I will be reminded of my late cousin, who passed away few days after my birthday. This year I want nothing but the peace in the world.

Piano ~

2011-06-07T13:19:00.001+08:00

At last I’ve got what I desired… It seems so easy to get, so easy I could have it, and this ‘so easy’ make me feel ‘so sorry’…

I would say that I’m too lucky, a friend told me miracle happens… I never work hard to get it, but now I’m working hard to use it…

This is a very cherish present for me this year, music always lights up my day…

Kamsa hamnida ~

dream comes true…

2011-06-01T14:34:00.001+08:00

At last I’ll have my own piano!!! That sounds too excited for me. The old piano has been years in my house, but no one take the initiative to get it repaired. It’s really surprising that the piano gets attention from the elderly, and finally, my mum agreed to fix it for me. The man came to my house and took out some parts to bring back to repair, not the whole piano. In fact, it’s quite expensive to send it for repairing because we have left it untouched for more than 10 years. Some parts had already bitten by mice. Last time when I stayed till late night, I really can hear the mice ‘playing’ the piano…wondering how long they had been staying there.

Let me recall why I love piano so much…Jay Chou, haha, he made me love piano so much. After watching his movie ‘bu neng shuo de mi mi’, I decided to learn piano. And the first song I learnt was ‘bu neng shuo de mi mi’. I hope I can pick up the song again after the piano is fixed. I guess I will enjoy staying home…and get back to my sedentary life??

S.U.N.FLOWER

2011-05-28T16:40:00.001+08:00

Like my sunflowers so much, but now they are wilting…seeing it blooming and wilting, it’s a process. The busy life causing stress, but their beautiful features help me to release my tension. The flowers which are growing in the pot seems smaller than those growing on the ground, maybe the ground soil has a better source of nutrients. Nowadays there are more ‘visitors’ coming to my garden, yellow green red brown bugs, haha…

Welcome SUNSHINE ^^

of my recent life

2011-04-16T20:34:00.001+08:00

From a girl to a grown up…it happens to be so fast…

Ever since my grandpa is seriously ill, I’m gonna pick up the tasks he used to do. I’m just so lucky to live in a family where we are bonded so strongly, their concern about every single things in the family really touching…

Driving is never my favourite…lacking of sense of direction really make me sick. Now the new event in my routine is to bring the car. Haha… I can still remember the first day I sent my sister to school, I tried two roads before getting into the right one. The rainy day worsen my day, I burst into a crying baby upon reaching the school, feeling so useless…but now it has been a chore to do..but I will never let this to pull down my spirit =D

The tears-flooding period has over…thanks to all my dearest comrades and besties who always by my side when I’m down, I really have a good time with them. Never want to deny, friendship is my source of strength besides family and my faith. That’s why I did not hesitate to agree that friendship is the most valuable things in life as it came out as a topic in MUET writing today. It’s always so sweet to be with friends…

NOT the first but VERY first experience

2011-03-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

For the first time I’m taking tuition at KL. Although it’s not too far but it’s very fresh to me, and I would called myself a kampung girl. All these years being under the protection wings, not even allowed to take bus, now I’m gotta learn all the things that even primary school child would have known.

Taking KTM with Tara and learnt to travel. She’s giving me tips and the phenomenon that I would face while dealing with the public transport. Reaching our destiny and meet up with Jia Yang and Yee Yoon. Jia Yang, “man of the day'” as described by Tara, bringing us to linger around the area, and yeah, got the chance to visit MBS. The scene in KL is different from my area, but never know how to describe it. It’s the feelings that play roles. When it’s almost the time, we went to tuition class with Chiau Yin.

I would say the tutor is very professional which is out of my expectation. Spoke so fluently even sometimes without referring any materials, just like a computer…XD…And I like his hand writing, clear and neat, even the diagram also drawn quite well. And will never forget the new girls I met, Jia Yang’s friend, who are so friendly and nice.

While waiting Tara’s class end, I walked around the area nearby alone, at the same time training my sense of direction by recognising the landmark. When I had no idea, just asked the passer-by and found the place. Now it’s the time to be independent, for my future life and family.

CNY 2011

2011-02-11T15:22:00.001+08:00

Today is the 9th day of CNY, according to our tradition, we have to bai tian gong. I’m still blur with the concept of this ceremony, but I just follow them and help up with the preparation. When I looking backward, 8 days of CNY has gone…

I went back to Penang and Ipoh for the first 3 days, but I always prefer Penang, not only for their foods but also the ancient feelings that it gave me, it’s where my family’s story begun and all the history happened. Dad drove us to see the old house that my great grandparents used to stay, now the house has got a new owner already. I never knew that Penang foods are a lot cheaper than here, and the porridge just cost me RM 2.50 as compared to here RM 4 with preserved eggs only.

youzha kuih+meat+fish+preserved egg+salted egg+ginger

In Penang, almost all relatives that we visited are the elderly and I’m having nice time chat with them, only the two cousins from Hong Kong came back and I’m too have a great time to bully them…hahaha

During the 4th day, I went for home visit with friends. Thanks to Jia Yang, Sook Han and Nicholas for the ride, next time I should learn to drive and recognize the roads. I’m having a nice time with Ngai, Kuan Ling, Mei Mei, Han Han, Chiau Yin, Michelle, Jia Yang, Kaifu, Wei Hong and Nich, but never expect that I’d hang out with them the whole day, opps, got scolded…anyway, this should be my first time to hang out with a big gang of form 6 friends…

KHS Road Run 2011

2011-01-29T02:53:00.001+08:00

Today wasn’t a day I expected too much, running for 6km never my favourite. When I was in Convent, our distant was only 3km, if more than that, I’ll absent on that day, what kind of person I am, haha, lazy…

Anyway, I still went to school today, wearing my purple Kindersly sport shirt. Looking at Mei Kei made me feel strengthful, run for Kindersly!!! When we started running, I felt so energetic, but tired after running for awhile. I walked for most of the distant, slow and steady, and met my sister from Yu Hua, and then overtook her. I felt exhausted but no way to stop, wanna reach school and rest. On the way, I managed to meet a few friends, saying hi and some we even talk although we’re tired.

Finally reached school, my strength has lost and I just walked to the end point. A Kindersly teacher came and hugged me and I hugged her tightly too, I’m too glad that I gotta rest finally. I’m so happy knowing that Mei Kei was the third and I was the fourth, Lava was the eighth and Hue Ling the ninth. Yay, Kindersly won the prize for girls’ category. Overall, Low Ti Kok still the champion and frankly they are too strong to defeat, and their AJK are too hyper.

This was my first medal I got for sport in my life…

2010

2010-12-21T01:07:00.001+08:00

2010 is going to end soon…

This year I’ve learnt a lot and thanks to those who appeared in my life, it’s a whole new experience. I got a chance to work as temp staff at Hong Leong Assurance and experienced office life early of the year, and I do cherish the moment in this big company. Got to dress formally, wearing high heels, dealing with community who are mostly elder than me…and get to know some big sisters and brothers. It’s very different feeling because I seldom mix with those who are not around my age, I’m shy and feel tiny. I really enjoyed the atmosphere in the office, happy when the colleagues were sharing something with you, tense when there’s a stealing case happened, adventurous when there’s no electricity, left out when you don’t know what’s happening, sad when said goodbye to the colleagues. Besides, what impressed me was the skyscrapers in the city, it’s huge and tall, wow, how narrow minded was me…sometimes I felt scary to look at it. Thanks to Uncle Thomas and San GuGu for the breakfast, transport and concern.

After began my form 6, I went back to school life again. It’s cool…There’s no specific syllabus for the subjects and you gonna study everything, and…it’s tough. One thing, I was introduced to many new friends. I’m glad to study in 6BG. My neighbour Yuen Jing who has been so loving and caring, and I like the way she mimicking others. Chiau Yin always laughed until can’t hold her tears when thinking of Mr. Kali’s jokes. Siew Chin talks less (sometimes there’s exception) but very hardworking. Devan our class monitor, so kind and SHY.

CF seniors Yee Thong and Noah who shared a lot with us and I always remember ‘test-i-money’. My primary school friends who we got to reunion in KHS, Sin Yen, Wei Hong, PeiPei, Kah Yee, Pik Yee, Jerry, Jing Kai, Mei Yee and Winnie. Finally I’d gone through prefect trainee period. Thanks to Ashok, Poonam and Victor who always entertained me in the prefect room every morning, crabbing together, and Ann who has never let me be alone when everyone was out, the laughter Tara who always impressed me with her voice.

To my besties, thanks for never forget about me. Rene will drive to my house whenever she’s free, being my audience when I feel like bursting. Xing Yee always makes me reminding about her, too nice to me, haha, made me feel guilty. Love ya, my always besties…

This holiday my great grandma is staying at my house. She’s 100 year-old. Learning to take care of an elderly person is not an easy job, but I just glad that I got a chance and I learnt a lot from my godparents, aunts and uncles. Trying to pick up Hokkien and Hakka in order to understand my great grandma but I’m Sdn. Bhd., haha, mixing all the languages and dialects.

Hope for better next year, and happy ending for this year.

come and see season 2

2010-11-18T15:43:00.001+08:00

again…Again…AGAIN!!!! I’m so excited that ‘come and see’ camp season 2 is coming soon. I’d missed the previous camp, but now another opportunity is here. I strongly recommend this camp to all and it shall make our holiday extraordinary.

COME AND SEE season 2 premier.

Models for the t-shirt, hehe…

Come and let’s join us!!!

That night…

2010-11-16T20:08:00.001+08:00

I was sleeping tightly without dream…It should be a sweet night but i was waken up by my sister. Her voice was shaking, and sounded worry. I’m just too lazy to wake up, maybe she had a nightmare, so after convincing her to sleep, i slept again.

Anyway, she woke me up for the second time and told me that she heard some sounds but i didn’t hear any, so i told her it might be a dream and asked her to go back to sleep. Again, she said she’s scared and wished to come and sleep with me so i let her to do so. Although i kept convincing her but actually i was very scared when she said she heard something shouting. I asked her a few questions and she responded, but my younger sister get pissed off and asked us to keep quiet. We just ignored her. I dare not open my eyes and my sister’s words were playing round my mind. Okay, enough, i asked her to pray. “There might be something in our room”, she said.

“PRANGK~~~”. Oh hananim, what sound was that? Something falling? Or something breaking?

My sister almost scared to tears, i can feel there’s something in our room. Although i’m a science student but my mind was not as logic as my sister. “Maybe it’s snake" she said, but i was chilling, i thought of something…Get what i mean?

When i opened my eyes i saw green lights, and my sight was blurred. Where’s the lights come from? It is because of my poor eye sight or my imagination?

My sister broke the silence, “I told you there’s something, and it’s true”.

I tried to wake up the younger sis and told her what’s going on, but seems like she preferred to sleep than knowing what’s happening. I hold my sister, “let’s pray together, God may bless”.

Our room was totally dark and we can hardly see, and i had no idea what time was it. “Do you dare to switch on the light”, she asked. “No”, i told her frankly. “Oh my, what should we do?”

“Let’s call dad”, i said. “Here’s the phone”, so she passed me her phone. 0…1…why nothing comes out, i wondered. Again, i pressed, 0…no, i passed it to my sister, at this very moment, i can’t calm down. “Nahh…”, she passed it to me.

Calling…"Daddy, can you come to my room~”, i was sobbing, i can’t hold my tears any more. “We’re scared…please daddy”. When my dad kept nagging i heard my mum’s voice as well. My parents came to our room, “on the light, on the light”, i said. We told them what’s going on, and my mum asked us to go and sleep at her room for that night.

We took our blankets and pillows, ready to shift. As i walked to their room, i read the clock, “2.30am”. It’s not 12am or 3am…”Phew”.

Although the creature in my room is still an unknown, it will never like the creature appeared in the movie…

of paralympic games

2010-11-10T17:43:00.001+08:00

Never will i pay attention to paralympic games, but in Mr. Billy’s lesson, i’m inspired by his sharing and experiences.The Paralympics are elite sport events for athletes with a disability. I’m truly respect those people with disability for their efforts and endeavors in gaining glory. They have made their ways and succeeded in life, and the hard works they paid are far more than a normal well being, that’s what called special. As Mr. Billy mentioned, God always have a reason for creating them, that’s what i always believe. And yeah, Mr. Billy always reminds us to be careful in our speech, do not use the phrases ‘OKU’ and ‘disabled person’ as people will feel offended but ‘people with disablility’ is a better phrase.

And here’s the brief history about how Paralympics comes about:

In 1948, Sir Ludwig Guttmann organized a sports competition involving World War II veterans with a spinal cord injury in Stoke Mandeville, England. Four years later, competitors from the Netherlands joined the games and an international movement was born. Olympic style games for athletes with a disability were organized for the first time in Rome in 1960, now called Paralympics. In Toronto in 1976, other disability groups were added and the idea of merging together different disability groups for international sport competitions was born. In the same year, the first Paralympic Winter Games took place in Sweden.

Here’s the video of Beijing Paralympic Games 2008. Hopefully people will get motivated by watching it.

Before throwing into trash

2010-11-04T14:24:00.001+08:00

It was a good experience to help Mei Mei to handle the sketch for Jamuan Pegawas last month. I never become the backstage before, and now, oh yeah, very excited to have the chance. And these were the props i prepared…

This ‘APPLE’ notebook is for Disheng to show off

Toilet bowls for Chee Sit and Kai Yang to pee

This is the evidence for Raymond to expose the truth and the culprits.

NOW, all these will be in the trash…

shirt design!!!

2010-09-12T21:25:00.001+08:00

It’s my first time to design the shirt, feel like going crazy!!!

Thanks to Poonam, Tara and not least Chee Sit who are incharged in this prefect shirt. Again thanks for helping me to finalize the design, your efforts will be appreciate.

My five-hour painting and editing by hands

After editing

It shall look like this

R.I.P. My Dear Friend

2010-08-31T21:00:00.001+08:00

6M '04 class monitor Winnie sitting at the left

It's so sad to accept that Winnie has passed away this evening due to asthma attack...I was suddenly informed by Sin Yen, it's so hard to believe that I have lose a friend, a 10 years friend. I went to her facebook and have a look, trying to tell myself that it's just a lie, but the truth is always there. Nothing could change the fact...

Although we're not that close but we've been friends since primary school. She's our class monitor, thin and tall,smart and responsible. We lose contact after graduated from primary school but I'm lucky enough to meet her again in form 6 this year. We're both in KHS but different class. I tried to date her once for steamboot but she can't make it due to transport problem. I'm so regret that I never make an effort to date her again although we've made a promise...

I will never forget her in my life, the one who always so cheerful, even just by looking at her funny photos will light up my days...

I'm so sad and disappointed that I'm not allowed to attend her funeral tomorrow to pay her the last visit...It's so pain and unbearable to lose her...I'll miss her...

R.I.P. My Dearest Friend

Winnie Chiam

It's not complicated...I guess

2010-08-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

Wondering what has happened... Why are they trying to hide something from me? I asked, but I guess no one will tell. The only clue i got was 'love struck' but still can't get it. I'm curious... are they discussing about me? Or I'm just too sensitive? But the moment I saw him sort of begging her not tell, I know that's me...

She said she need to keep her promise and not to tell me, and I'll be told on the right time...but when is the right time? As he said, two years later? Actually I can guess who involved in it, but I'm not going to ask anymore. They're so worried that I will get angry, perhaps, but i won't actually, no matter what it is. But at least they care for my feeling, maybe trying not to hurt me, I believe in them~~

I do miss her

2010-06-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

I really miss my sister after she has gone to Monfort to study. I can still remember the day before she went to Monfort, she scolded my brother for messing up the house and she started to clean up after nagging. She's wondering what if she's not at home, who will be doing the house chores, I can see her worries.

Saturday we sent her to Monfort, only my mum cried and my younger sister was sobbing. I didn't. I didn't want to cry because I knew she will be fine there. They have 6 meals a day, they have games, they learn, they pray, they have fun, but sometimes home sick. I turned and looked at her back, how lucky am I have her as sister. I love her for who she is. Actually I can't afford to lose her, although I know she will be back soon in August for holiday, it was like part of my life turn dull and blank. I miss her every single day, how nice it would be if I we can do things together, what if we went to Broga Hill for hiking together, that's what we wish. Yesterday, finally, I went to Broga Hill with friends, how much I hope she was here, feeling the same air with me.

My mum has been crying for days, claiming that she shouldn't have let her goes. I'm tired to pacify her, for she doesn't want to listen to my advice. These days I'm having deep conversations with her, hoping that she will understand that one day we will grow up, and have to be independent, but the only thing she bears in mind is that my sister is suffering, and she might not overcome it, and she wants to bring her back. What else can I do for her?

DAYS

2010-01-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

These 2 days I'm off, not working, but tomorrow need to start working already...

So I used this time to help Wei Ting, became her model for the clothes which she sells them online..

I'm not a good model, don't know how to pose, and quite embarrased because there's people around, haha, so uncomfortable..

but I didn't regret to help her, she's nice to me, haha, and of course to others too...

I'm not brave enough to look back at my photo...

Now I don't know her website yet, later I'll post it on my blog...

It's worth to go and have a look, the clothes (including prom dress) are cheap, only around RM15 - RM20

2010-01-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

School start, my bro n sis have to get back to school..

My sis still in Yu Hua, now she's in form 4!!! So unbelievable, she's getting older as time passes(I'm getting older as well)

My bro at last success to transfer to Kajang High School, phew...

For the first time, my elder sis working as a casher at Double Four, this will be her new experience...

I can see she's quite nervous, worry to be late, so she went to the shop earlier than the boss, haha, the shop still close XD

And now I'm still working with my boss, it's boring, I'd been working there for about 5 years...

I hope I can finish my work as fast as possible so that I'll be able to find another job..

And my dear dear friends, really miss them all...

Sherene went for NS, Hao Min and Angelrine had started their course, what about me??

I'm planning to do my form 6, if can, I hope I can go to university....

For those who are planning to take schoolarship to study in Korea, here I recommend

Korean Embassy KL (http://mys.mofat.go.kr/eng/index.jsp)

They give a good offer ^^

Malacca Trip

2009-12-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

One day after prom i went to Malacca with my family...

Can't sleep during that night, suffering from cough, a really bad cough..

At Mahkota Hotel, we're staying at the apartment..

My family, almost same height XD, all shorties..

Force my brother to take picture with me, he was angry, but I was happy ^^

Pity the priest with right hand broken..

Our ugly looks!!!

Love my siblings...

I was sick T.T

no movie, no swimming...

the only things that i could do was SHOPPING!!

OMG, at last found Etude House (my younger sis love it very much)

My mom thinks that Lee Min Ho is quite handsome, haha..

U are my girl, oh sarang hae, blah blah blah...

my sis is really a crazy fans of min ho, haha..

Meet my new cousin

2009-07-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

I'm happy to meet my cousins for the 1st time^^

Lauren and Sarah

Genting trip but I don't have a chance to join bcoz of testsssssss.............

Dinner at my uncle's vegetarian restaurant

The naughty one, Caden

Ashley and her parents

Another dinner at Oriental Crystal

but the next day got test( I can't enjoy the dinner to the most)

Crab-ing

2009-07-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

I really headache with my pc

everything gone

my files, photos, songs------GONE!!!

Hao Min's birthday had over (Wed)

Happy belated birthday ~~

I'm happy to know that our class got the second highest earned during carnival convent from our games and menicure stall ^^

Today I saw Luffy's fingernails were polished with nail enamel

He said he was addicted to manicure after he did during the carnival

(our stall was so powerful, blablabla...zZ)

2009-07-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to Music Box with my friends to celebrate Hao Min's birthday~~

We book 3 hours and really had fun

We bought her a birthday cake and hope to give her a surprise

and I really happy to see her expression ^^

She looked like a little girl and I'll always like her childish acts, haha

Hope she really enjoy

And have a HAPPY BIRTHDAY next week **

My great 17

2009-07-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'd turned 17

Is old, isn't it? but my size is still same =.=

Tuesday Xing Yee, Angelrine and Pek Yin brought me to Mc.D and gave a surprise!!

At first I really thought that we're just out for lunch but they gave me a birthday cake~~

Wednesday was my birthday and I received many wishes from my friends

My classmates sang a birthday song for me

Min Li drew me a picture of L and it was kinda nice, I love it very much

At night I celebrated my birthday with my family and the cake was that my friends presented to me

Friday as usual we had SS gathering at church

And Liannie jie bought a fruit cake to celebrate birthday for July babies (Wei Shun, Wei Zhi and me)

I'm happy to share the joy with them

Saturday my kai papa and kai mummy invited our family members to have a dinner to celebrate my birthday

I got Sherene to come along

Then we cut the cake at my house

My birthday cake, like chocolate mud, my saliva is going to flow

Sherene and me

My family members and Rene

Goodbye Michael~~

2009-06-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Michael Jackson had left the world ~~

It will be a great lost

Although I'm not sad at the moment I heard his death from Sammie last Friday

but this video makes me feel down for sometimes...

You Are Not Alone

Actually I seldom listen to MJ songs but this song is really touching>>>

2009-06-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

Monday

I went to chinese class at Jalan Bukit school as usual with Hao Min.
This time we got a chance to see the building which got burn in the school.
I feel sad for them because they need to sit for exam again coz their papers were gone.
The classroom for chinese tuition was locked and no one holding the key.
Feng Lie(class monitor) walked all the way to find key and informed everyone, she's such a responsible girl ^^
After waiting for some times, teacher decided to have class at pondok ilmu which located beside canteen.

Tuesday

Convent primary school student suspected got A H1N1 and this msg was spreading.
As I know, the girls brother who came back from overseas got H1N1 so she was quarantine.
In Yu Hua school got 3 suspected cases also.
This news came out in Sin Chew Daily (24 Jun, Wed)

Wednesday

I very happy when they said no BM tuition class coz finally I can rest on Wednesday.
=.= but disappointed when I'd been informed that the class still on at night.
My heart was broken~~ heartless now
I had put too much expectation wanna to rest this day
but I still went to tuition coz my BM was terrible, haha...

Thursday

EST ceramah in school today and it's quite helpful
Then I went for eye test with Hao Min
One eye with short sightedness and another eye with long sightedness
?? Dunno how real was this result...
3 hours Mr. Poon's class began then, but I'm sleepy z.z.Z
A H1N1 happened in Jalan Bukit and Jalan Empat school??
I just heard it from my bro and friend..

MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF US~~

Friday

Our teacher told us that the girl in our school who has been suspected with A H1N1 is now proven that she has not affected

Our school didn't come out with H1N1 case so far

Fundraising Fun Fair

2009-06-21T10:57:00.000+08:00

Fundraising for leukemia kids at Country Height Kindergarten

All food stalls were selling their 'products'!!

Quite many food and games there...

Kai mummy tried to feed a child to eat little sandwich~~

OMG~~ so cute

The angel was playing songs with the grand piano~~

So happy to see the real grand piano with my own eyes~~

One Day Camp

2009-06-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

Soya club had organised one day camp for secondary students and about 30+ people taking part.

Most of them from Kajang, and others from Serdang and Seri Petaling.

After registeration, we had ice breaking section.

Then we depart to Bangi Tasik Cempaka to have our treassure hunt.

About noon, we were back to Soya Club training center to have out lunch.

After resting for some times, we had performances.

Wei Shiong and me were the MC, luckily Wei Shiong guided me all the ways, haha.

1. Kajang dancing (Wonder Boy)

2. Singing

3. Games

Alan giving instruction

Everyone was ready for the games!!

Those people have been kicked out from the games because 'too strong' or 'faults'

4. Serdang, Kajang, Seri Petaling dancing

5. Dorris sis giving 'speech'

6. Prize giving ceremony (congrates to group 4)

7. Pics time!!

Beh Beh, Wei Shiong, Wei Shun, Kok Hao's funny pose

Parents' Day Celebration

2009-06-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

1. We sang songs and our MC were Sally sis and Zhi Hong bro.

2. 4 very pro members of Soya Club presented a dance.

3. Liannie sis teached a simple dance 'Xi Shua Shua' and demo the steps. Shien and kai papa were selected to dance in front, they were great.

4. Games time!! My mom and me had chosen to play the games.

Lianssie sis played the next game with her mom. And I really have to thanks to her bcoz she bought the gloves for us to give my mom and she doesn't want us to pay her.

5. Story time!! Sally sis told us a story about how a mother show her love to her child although she ended up with death.

6. 'What Time Is It' and 'Wonder Boy' by secondary students.

7. The worst part of all, I feel like killing myself. Video time and my ugly face was shown on screen(I talked about how I feel and what I want to tell my mom and dad) and the worst+worst=super duper worst, my piano solo (wrong key+nervous+duno how to continue+worry+cannot concentrate=my worst performance in my life), so embarrassing.

8. Is drama!! Place setting: $1 stall

Cousin sister's wedding dinner

2009-05-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

May 02

Before be going for dinner, everyone is busy 'decorating' themselves, of course including me, haha, except this fellow.

My beautiful cousin sister and her hubby ^^ Sweet couple

Three beauties from Chen's family

Star of tomorrow - Li Hong di di

Everyone was impressed with his singing

I'm very happy that my cousin found her true love. May God bless this couple...

My cousins, sisters, my mom and me

Bengkel BM

2009-04-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

After having a long bengkel BM, finally it ended!!

We are so happy to finish the course.

Left to right: Me, Fung Ann, Hao Min, Xing Yee

Friendship 4ever!!

(Sherene, Angelrine, Pek Yin are lost!!)

Iljimae on 8TV

2009-04-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

Il-ji-mae is on 8TV now!!!

Wakakaka!! I'm so excited to watch this latest Korean drama.

The little actors for the first two episodes are kinda cute, I feel like huging them.

This is a MUST-WATCH-DRAMA~~

These are the young actors...

Is time to change!!

2009-03-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

Wanna give yourself a chance to CHANGE?!

YEAH!! Here comes a great opportunity for you...

Free dancing class, modelling class, singing class and tuition class!!

It's all FREE!!

Come and join us every weekend, on Saturaday everyweek.

More informations please refer to me, my dear friends.

Venue: Taman Sepakat Indah, Sg. Chua, 43000 Kajang.

Check it out at http://www.youtube.com/user/thelifecity

Chinese New Year MV from Serdang

2009-03-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

Serdang church had prepared a great mv, although I post it a 'bit' late, but I hope you all will enjoy it...

You may visit more videos in you tube, just type 'art bread' and it will be.

Alert!! Kajang Girls~~

2009-03-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Kajang girls especially students must be extra careful when you walk along Kajang town!!

There's a pervert around!!

About 2 weeks ago, I heard from my friends about the pervert they met. He was pretending to ask them the time and disturbing them. My friend did sent a link to view a Yu Hua girl's blog. It's all about the pervert's deed. They met him and one of her friend had become a victim. She described the incident happened and his physical apperance in detail.

Today when I went for lunch with my friends, we met him near the Klinik Sentosa. He walked in a fast speed toward us. When I heard my friend's voice (I don't know what she said but I think she is trying to alarm us) and I saw them quickly turned to aside, I did the same thing too. But unluckily one of my friend had become the victim. He hit her breast hardly and ran away!!

Be alert Kajang girls, avoid him whenever you meet him. Tell this news to your friends for your own good. When necessary please make a report.

Characteristics of the pervert:

-tall

-thin

-fair skin

-chinese guy around 20

-pink or red shirt

-short pants

-red cap

Sports Day

2009-02-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

My form 5 sports day~~

Cheer up!! It was fun...

The four houses mascot>>

What's that?? Cinderella and power ranger, haha, Sam looked nice with the dress.

Green house's Shrek. Wow!!

Can I asked isn't hard to move?? Hehe, it was transformer.

Cool man, the bull and the bull fighter.

Blue house's banner, so cute, I love it. Go go blue house.

Silat performance by form 5 and form 4 girls.

2007 Mnet KM Music Festival

2009-01-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I watched 2007 Mnet KM Music Festival. Although I watched it very late(I'm an outdated person), probably 2 years after the ceremony but I still very enjoyed. Wow, amazing!! There were lots of new young bands and singers, and some actors too....Wonder Girls, Super Junior, BigBang, etc. I never know that Korean has such many talented and good looking stars!!

There's lots of great performances. Haha, when I watched until the dance battle, my sister and I laughed very loud. Here we see~~

I keep looking at his expression...
Is cute...and funny!!
I think I should go and watch the 2008 music festival, I'm sure it will give me surprise too, hehe.

Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

26 Jan
My mom wake up early to cook us breakfast, is fried mihun. After my uncle and family arrive at my house, we go to the temple to ask for luck. I'm hesitate this time, I'm not sure whether I can accept what the 'person' tells about our luck or not. But I'm shock when she (the person) knows something about us like someone is very lazy, or angry etc. She still remember me, about the incident around 8 years ago. That time I'm having tuition not far from the temple. After the tuition time, my parents forgot about me. I waited for a long time but still no one come and pick me. I'm very nervous and ran to the temple and I saw the aunty. I cried and I told her I wanna to back so she picked me home. Haha, that's the story. After that we go to my godgrandma's house. Then we are going back to our house. My relatives are already there. At night, after dinner we go for supper at 11pm, hahaha!! Rogers belanja us, hohoho, they called him 'sui yu ko ko'...

CNY eve

2009-01-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

25 Jan
Time for family!! Today is Chinese New Year eve, our family is having 'reunion' dinner...Opps, same place again?! Yup!! Having the same DISHES??! Yup, just the first two dishes, hahaha...First, we have '捞生'. I don't eat raw flesh but I've eaten some raw fish slices, it's tasteless but at least I try. It's not bad and I ask my mom to try too. Good things always happened at the back, my mom and I get diarrhoea!!! but not serious...Now I slowly feel the Chinese New Years atmosphere...12am, my grandmom has prepared everything that are needed to pray. A table is put in front of my house facing the front gate, some fruits such as pineapple and etc. with red decoration paper and the 'praying stick' are put on top. Every member of my family must pray. they called this '接财神' which means invite the wealth god or something like that...Hahaha, I'm going to bed very late

2009-01-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

24 Jan
I'm having dinner with my godparents' family. My kai papa's siblings are all coming. I wear a red blouse and a jeans to their house. I'm quite shy to meet them...lots of uncles and aunties, although I'm considered OLD but seems like I'm more shy then the children. Hahaha!! We eat at the restaurant near by my kai papa's house. Is nice to meet Abigail(my kai papa's niece) again. We sit together during the dinner time and we chat a lots. Oh, the delicious dishes are coming out one by one....yummy!! After the dinner I walk to my kai papa's house with my 2 cousins because not enough seats in the car..haha

...emm

2009-01-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

After about one month school reopened, I realize 1 very important thing...
Wahahaha, I'm very busy.
I don't even have much time to online.
And suddenly feel that I'm very outdated.

Today I went to Mr. Poon's tuition.
Before the biology class started, I went to toilet... to shh shh
Hahaha!!!
But that's not the point.
I heard the guys outside talking,"do you think sayyie is here now?"
Haha, our leng lui friend having so many admirer.

CNY is around the corner, but I can't feel it.
People around me are sick and ill, I feel sad about it.
Until I heard the fire crackers...
Shoot shoot shoot!!!!
I like it...
Dong dong dong qiang is near!!!
Hooray...
Hmm...I have to control a bit,
not to finish the cookies before CNY...

Happy Chinese New Year to all and Happy Holiday!!

first week of school

2009-01-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

I wanna change the template but failed!!!!!!!!!!!
I had search some new templates the whole afternoon but non of it was successfully changed. T_T
Haiz...leave it..I don't bother anymore..(a way to comfort myself)

This is the first week the school reopen.
But there're 'bundle' of homeworks~~
I wonder why our school teachers so hardworking..
I'm going for bm, physics and biology tuition classes.
Bm, hohoho, I go to mr. madi?? maddhi??maddy??muddy??'s class.
The first time I went to his house at wednesday night,
everyone must enter his house from the back,
his students are mostly indian and chinese...
The class, huh, super small,
when I entered I felt like we were going to have a meeting,
coz the tables were arranged like a long row,
and the teacher was the chairman, hahaha.
The tuition class...hmm...seems like to many...sex info from teacher...

The physics and bio class class, of coz I go to mr.poon's class.
The teacher still very funny.
I'm actually quite worry that he can't finish the syllabus coz now we still studying form 4 chapter,
but he has the confident to finish it,
and we might have extra class.

Friday night I went to help my aunt in cheras pasar malam,
I follwed my uncle's van to the vanue.
I sold the french fries at the stall
while they sold some plates and plastic products beside me.
At first I'm quite nervous coz I don't have the confident to handle it alone,
but luckily after I pray I'm getting better with it.
When I was very busy, my uncle or aunt will come and help me so I'm not too worry.
There're many people that day until the fries not enough to sell.

Good bye 2008

2009-01-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Good bye 2008!! Welcome 2009!!

First of all, make a summary about 2008.
I'd finished my 16 years old life, and there're many first TIMES I had experience.
24 Dec I celebrated Christmas eve in my kai mummy's house.
They really put a lots of effort to decorate their house, it's wonderful...
We dance, sang christmas songs and had snacks, and of coz the most important section...
PRESENT EXCHANGE!!

I celebrated Christmas at 25 Dec at Kajang church, I'm glad to have my sisters, cousin, Sherene and Fung Ann with me that day.
What will you think about Christmas??
Santa claus?? Presents??
It's actually Jesus's birthday, is a very meaningful day.
After dinner(buffet), Kajang church had prepared some performances...
These are special presents from us for Jesus.
We had modeling as the 1st show after the opening ceremony.
If I'm not mistaken, it's followed by harmonica from a campus, games, dance(na ei hananim), choir(I did joined), games and dance (I'm good) again.
We also had present exchange of course.
I hope everyone who came can feel the Christmas atmosphere, it's sweet.

2009, Cow year... guess what is the theme for this year...??!!
Is "更新变化"... that means renew and make a change of it.
This is what the J told teacher to bring this message for mankind.
Today I went to Serdang church with Kajang's sisters and met some friends there.
It was happy to see them again and later we had beach volleyball at Bt. Jalil.
My first time~~beach volleyball
My role was a vase, haha, juz kidding, the sisters there also teached me a lots.
They really made me had the sense of belonging.
These days Soo Ling jie take care of me very much, sometimes really make me feel that she is my mom, hahaha.
She supplied me many informations, all about life and even God.
I always feel lucky that I have the opportunities to go Kajang church, it's a really good place to study and learn.
The people there are also friendly and I never regret to meet all these 'creations of God'.
Although my family doesn't like me to go, probably is because of religion issues, but I never give up because God never give up any of us.
So I really appreciate the time I was allowed to join the church's activities...

2008-12-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

Finally I have the time to update my blog~~

I'm not just joining the dancing class at the church, but I also go for 30 lessons and caroling...

And the kind sister teaches me piano...

Haha, seems like I'm half a Christian,

Sure my mom will kill me, hohoho, hallelujah

God bless me...

I went for a movie with Xing Yee, Hao Min and her sister last Wednesday.

Hao Min's parents brought us there and took us for dinner, thanks uncle auntie..

So I skipped working that day, the boss, haha...#$%^&*(+_)(*&^+=\@

But I never regret although the boss was angry..

TWILIGHT is more important!!!

Love it so so much...

So romantic...

Nice scene!!

The songs are also nice...

Go and try out!!

I'm short, short and short

2008-12-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

As time passes, I'm getting older.
But I still look very young...Haha, juz kidding
No one can actually read my age from my physical appearance...
I'm almost the shortest in all situation,
tuition centre...among frenz (and gang)...
I'm too tiny until no one realize
People shocked with my age (especially youngsters, so embarrassin) T.T
HUH?!,
REALLY?!
SURE?! ..... @$^&*(^&#%+=
HEY HEY, U GUESS HOW OLD IS SHE??
Sometimes I feel like they're playing jokes on my height ...

But I still have the time which I'm proud of my height.
Hehehe...
That is...
Among my SIBLINGS!!
Now I should enjoy the proud before my younger sis n bro catching me up.
Run...run...run...
Go taller than me!!
I sacrifice my yummy calci yum for u all...

Boring days

2008-11-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

Working...working...working
Boring...boring...boring

I'm now working most of the day except Saturday coz I have dancing class.
Now we're learning high school musical 2 dance ~ What Time Is It
I really don't know we have the opportunity to perform for Christmas coz it's too little people (10+) learning this dance and it actually need 30+ ppl.

My sister going to Shah Alam for a month and works for my aunt in her vegetarian shop.
I miss her so much....
I want her to be back but she don't want T_T

Today my cousin Yen met an road accident.
We are so worry for him and don't know his condition yet.
His friend phoned his mother and told her that he's bleeding on the nose.
But from what I heard is that, it was raining and 7 cars crushed together and Yen's car was the last car...
He injured his nose and leg..
And now he's going for body checkup and waits for the report.
Haiz, so sad, he can't dance for a period of time, I hope it isn't serious.

The Life City

2008-11-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Show time!!

We are from Kajang,
but...
the left side red shirt guy sesat

Min's group,
nice performance,
LALA group

Ouiii....
Jing Ling jie giving out the certificates

3 'leng lui' at the left side
and
2 'cruel' judges at right side

Let's relax before performance...
My sister make up until so leng lui
WOW!!

Art Bread 3 - Are U Born 2 Be A Star

2008-11-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

This 3 days 2 nights camp was really fun...fuN...fUN...FUN!!!
I went there with my sister Min and my cousin, Keith.

I was in "爱心" group and my team leader was Zi Hao.
My group members consists of 4 old members including the leader and me, Kok Hao, Wei Qin(M).
New group members were Xiao Ni(F), Wei Ting(M), Xue Yi, Jia Yi, and Jie Tong.
I was really shock because most of the Art Bread 2 members became more confident and the changes in them were really obvious.
Zheng Hao had became our camp leader, Zi Hao, Mimi, "Scout Boy", Wei Shiong and Vivian became the group leader for each team.

The first day, we had ice-breaking section and treassure hunt.
I felt that in Art Bread 2, the treassure hunt game was more interesting than this time.
Last time the game was held at Bt. Jalil, so the area was larger and the game was more challenging especially the Babylon station.
Anyway, this time was good too but the most disgusting station was the eating station.
-We need to turn 10 rounds and walk to a table containing a plate with chicken feet and all the animal's organ(cooked), it's really smelly.
-Then we had to use our face to find the coin and pick it out with our mouth.
-The coin we took will decide what we had to eat, the food was DISGUSTING such as drink the chilli sauce, eat something black and "TASTY" but don't know what was that, etc.

Second day was the learning day.
We learned warm up, catwalk, dancing, compose song, tempo and drama.
Warm up: I quite like the steps and I don't feel pain after that and my leg didn't bruise like last time.
Catwalk: I'm sorry to the boy's group because my girl's group didn't do well but luckily the total marks was the 3rd highest.
Tempo and composing song:
曾经有过懵懂的时候来到陌生的地方
我们遇到许多的困难也遇到许多的挫折
谁都拥有失败过的事后
我们都要坚强
不管遇到任何患难风雨也不管遇到什么挫折
我们要勇敢努力去面对面对所有的困难
不管遇到任何的波折也不管遇到低落心情
都要勇敢的去面对面对所有的一切
Our group's song, the teacher said it's a bit old fashion and not suite our age, I really forgot how to sing.
Dancing: Very nice, we learn High School Musical 3 and a funny Korea song. I really like posing. Our group got the highest mark for this activity.
Drama: The happiest moment for me. We did face expression and slow motion acting. My group got the highest mark for the drama too.

The third day, talent night.
7 finalists prepared for the performance at night and for others we will perform with our group.
My cousin Keith was chosen to be the finalist.
The finalists did dancing, singing, stretching and drama.
He finally entered the top 3 and he choose free style dancing and won the SECOND PRIZE.
I'm so happy with his achievement and congrats to him.
My mom, yiyi and uncle Thomas came and watched our performance.

Tong Tong took picture for us, Thanks ya.
My face look very weird, look like so evil.

I don't have any others picture with me.
I'll post it if I got from my friend.

A summary before I go to camp

2008-11-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

UPSR results had came out yesterday but I don't realized about it.
When I heard the standard 6 pupils shouting at the pavillion then only I've been told.
How good am I....
As a sister, I don't know my 12 year-old brother's result coming out.
I'm very disappointed with myself and my brother's result T_T
He failed his UPSR test!!!

Today I'm going to the camp in Serdang by 5pm with my elder sister and my cousin.
And maybe the last day of the camp my mother, uncle Thomas and my aunt will be coming to watch our performance.
Things to be prepared:
torchlight, bright and a dark colored clothes, toiletry, money, blanket, sleeping bag, bottle, pillow, etc. (Don't bother about this, I juz remind myself)

Holiday begin,
Next year I'm going to 5 Intan class,

I'LL MISS U GUYS, FORM 4 ZAMRUD

Don't go, my sis

2008-11-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad when I knew my elder sister will go to Ipoh to work in my uncle's factory.
Although the holidays have not started, but now I'm sure I'll have a DULL holiday without my sis.
I really can't imagine my life without her, I don't want her to go.
I can't afford to leave her, and I guest she too.
I wanna cry when I heard that T.T
PLS DON'T GO, I'LL MISS U SO MUCH MY DEAR SIS.

SPM is on now, so I'd gave a 10 bucks angpau to my cousin bro and wish him good luck.
He said he'll give me triple next year, hehe!!
But yesterday my mom told me I shouldn't give angpau coz I'm younger than him =.=
I really don't know this custom...
Haiz, I think it's time for me to update myself...
Anyway, I'm waiting to get my 30 BUCKS angpau ^_^

Badminton games in Sg. Chua

2008-11-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Haha, now I'm really lazy to update my blog coz i can't stop drawing!!!
The L I drew until halfway then stucked, don't know how to draw his head.
Now I'm drawing Light, I suddenly feel he so 'yeng', wanna faster finish drawing.

Today I went to my primary school (Sg. Chua) for badminton games, my friend told me 6.30pm to 8.30pm.
I went there so so early (actually I went there at 6.30pm), but they arrived at 7 something.
I waited them so long, so boring...@_@
Then I saw a quite good looking guy around our age and he joined our games.
I'm really shocked when the girls shout his name YCP, the name which I dislike very much!!
I tried to avoid them and thanks god I don't have to play with him...
But I felt I'm left out coz the girls always besides him and I don't even want to go near them...
I felt humiliated and I'm so REGRET that I'd went there, I hope there's a hole for me to go in, and I know I'll never come out again...
Haha, HM asked me whether I got throw racket on him or not...the answer is NO.

8.30pm my father still bathing so he asked me to wait for him another 10 min to pick me.
Little WS so good and said want to wait for me although the big WS was here to pick them.
Then my friend WT suggested to send me back and of course they did send me home.
Luckily I don't feel left out in the car coz they were humour.

Happy Deeparaya

2008-11-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ah ha!! Happy belated deeparaya!!

Hehe, the pic grabbed from sayie's friendster profile.

All in punjabi suits, nice right(except me)?!

31 Oct, Loh Ling's birthday!!

Loh Ling looked 'cool' with her shirt

zzz... electrical shock (x_X) Happy belated birthday!

So cute the bear...

Buy me one as my next year birthday present.. hehe, juz joking

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See the great different?

Aiyo, I don't want to be the shortest!!

T.T genetic problem...what to do

Hey ding ding tang

2008-10-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Long time no see...
Mint flavor ding ding tang!!
3 bucks u will get a packet like this<<
It's super duper nice... Hey everyone, go and get it now!! Taste it, u will like it!! It's delicious, tasty, MARVELLOUS!!
But I meet it once in a blue moon...
Haiz...
So if u saw it, plz do something~~

here comes a pic

2008-09-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

Haha, today my friend sent me the pictures took in serdang during the mid-autumn festival performance.

OMG!! My terrible look...so cacat...so ugly~~T.T

But anyway, I was happy that I'm in the pic. Actually I was standing there and look at them to take the picture...and some sounds came out from my heart "call me...call me...call me...". Suddenly I heard "fen tein, faster join us, come on". Oh yes!! Haha... I was successful appeared in the pic although I'm not good looking.

From kajang, we have tata>>Zi Yuan, Vivian, Vincent, Jing Ling jie, Wei Shiong, Wei Shun (in pic)
>> Liannie jie, xiao Ling (not in pic)
Others from serdang...

To birthday girl Sherene

2008-09-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to u, u born in the zoo, u look like a monkey, ...(let u show ur creativity in this last sentence)!!

Hey rene, happy belated birthday!! What's ur wishes in ur sweet 16 year-old birthday?? Hmm... I c~~
Bikini? Oh no, it's too expensive, I cant afford it. ^^

Come on, let all these to make ur dream come true~ Maybe I'm a bit childish but I hope I could make u laugh. Actually I dont know what to say and what is the best present for u. I really cant imagine our friendship could develop with a great speed. Although we knew each other since form 1 but that time we were not that close. But this year, the class had put us together. The school had put us both in Berlian class at the begining of the year but later we had changed to Zamrud class. This is the first year I celebrate ur birthday with you. I regret that I'm not that close to you for last three years and I dont know that u r a great friend before that. I can see my change after knowing u...hmm~~become more 38, haha!! I hope u will enjoy ur party very much tomorrow, c u. Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to rene, happy birthday to u..

my saturday in serdang

2008-09-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Quite some times i visit my blog, haha, oh y? hmm...oh yes, is bcoz cant dialing the net la!! hehe, very happy cuz now can surf the net again..

Last saturday i went to serdang for mid-autumn festival performance...so n so happy tat i met the friends there..so happy tat they still remember me. Tat day we from kajang went to serdang in the afternoon for rehearsal, then we went for lunch. Haha funny things happened during the lunch time, if u want to noe then ask me personally. hehe!!

The friends' from serdang had prepared a great dance and a funny drama, wow super nice. I was laughing from the beginning till the end of the drama. The story is combination of the story of 'chang er' and the little mermaid. 'if u understand u said u understand, if u dun understand u said u dun understand, if u understand and u said u dun understand, then how do i understand, do u understand?' haha

Of course we from kajang oso had prepared a dance for the performance but juz 8 of us!! Hey man, 8 of us only!! Haha but i'm still very happy bcoz we can perform together, hav lunch together, talk together...haha sweet memory...although I didnt do very well but i stll very happy~~^^

my darling

2008-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Baby, love you very much!

I always bring you no matter where i go

I love you so much especially when the sky is crying

or the sun is extremely happy

You always protect me

Every time when I need you

Although you don't look very nice

But in my heart, you are the one

You are my angel, my darling

I love you so much

my umbrella!!

2008-09-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

婷：敏，妳的脸色怎么这么苍白呀？妳是不是病了？
敏：我......我没事，谢谢妳的关心。
婷：妳......印堂发黑，双目无神，是中邪吗？还是遇鬼？
敏：别胡说！我只不过是......是......是......是跌到而已，所以印堂乌黑，现在觉得满天星。一闪一闪亮晶晶......
婷：（这小子...）是吗？我看得出妳有事情隐瞒我。快说！否则我不请妳吃特大布丁，到时别求我。
敏：好啦好啦！我说了啦。前几天，我好像遇到灵异事件，很恐怖的。
婷：(cut)有多恐怖？（cut）让我到妳家为妳施法，让妳大开眼界。
敏：好，现在就走。
婷：好，走就走！唉，我的法宝呢？
敏：啊！妳后面......
婷：什么？啊......

Haha feel weird? This is the product of hao min's and mine effort (is actually the works given by teacher). We need to pass up on that day when teacher gave the question so we didn't do very well.

中秋节

2008-09-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

婆婆，期待妳能重新站起来的那一天，加油！

早日康复！

今年中秋节一定比去年快乐！

中秋节，我的心又疼了！！

2008-09-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Haha...I still can't leave the topic - L. I really like L and I try my best to draw this character, the most admiring character. Out of this 3 movies (Death Note), L-Change the World give me the most... ...deep impression and it makes me conscious about the importance of life. Through this movie you will know how L served the world before his death. I was heartbreak when I keep thinking that he end up with death in the movie...

And these pic edited by sherene, hehe...(already
remove the image)

My favourite character - L Lawliet

2008-09-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

These days I really busy with my homework. Haiz... I really regret that I always delay my works and now, I've to rush ruSH RUSH!!!!! Tuition, projects, appointments, oral....ish!! I don't have much time to do my own work..haha guess what work I wanna do ^.^

Tada!! I want to draw this character...hehe but I know my drawing skills are not good so I'll not

aspect myself to draw very nice la!!

Wah!! I super duper like L la!! What a talent character!! I like the way he walks, talk, typing words, holding things, eating sweet foods...etc

That day I went to pasar malam and I asked my mom to buy me a L letter necklace so that I could be as wise as L...haha tak sangka my mom agreed with my nonsense theory. However I'm quite dissappointed because I couldn't find the necklace....wuwu

People... U muz watch >>L Change The World

Super nice and pls pls support this character!!

Pls try the video at the bottom of the blog~~Thx

The Art Camp

2008-08-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Haha...I have came back from the camp on last Saturday... Now I'm going to share some of my experiences (although it's a bit late) with you. It's an art camp which teached us about dancing, singing, song composing, cat walk and etc. I really learned many things in this camp. And sorry I don't have pic to share~hehe

On the first day, everyone was asked to face the video camera and briefly described ourselves. I was so worry because I knew that I never look good in front of the camera. Then we had ice breaking session and we started to make friends and met our group members. At night, we had treasure hunt in Bt. Jalil. This was the first time I played treasure hunt at night and the feeling was totally different from we played during the day. The clue they gave was quite tough and we really had to think very carefully.

The second day, we had studied the whole day...hehe~~We learnt dancing, drama, singing, tempo and etc. within one day. My knee was bruising because I'm too rude(but I didn't feel pain)...haha..and I knocked my head while dancing(I hope no one noticed it)...

The last day, 7 people were choosen to be the finalist and prepared for the performance at night. Haha...I had to congrates those who won the competition, I really admire their talents. Congrates to Fung Ann, she had won the second prize. But of course for the others, they really great too. Haha..I had the opportunities to watch Joo Ann, Han Pei and Sherene acting on the stage. Nice ya...

After I went to this camp, I notice that I've lost 2kg~~because no appetite to eat(mybe because of homesick)...hahaha now I've regain the weight.

京奥羽球男单亚军－李宗伟

2008-08-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'd watched the badminton single man final game. I'm not as nervous as before I watched the semi-final game because I knew that it was very difficult for Lee Chong Wei to defeat Lin Dan but I still support him. I didn't shout(but I did once) through the time the game running. Although Chong Wei lost the game, but he still get a silver medal for our country. That's already a miracle...that's the first and I think last medal we got in Beijing Olympics. I'm still congrates him for his achievement...Thx for bringing Malaysia to a better position~~

And congrates Lin Dan for being the champion in this game. He is a great badminton player.

16 AUG - an awful day

2008-08-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

Today I really hate myself!! I've promise my mom to accompany my sis to her school for taekwondo class since months ago, and my sis wanna me to go... So today, I did what she wish(although I'm not willing). I already felt very unhappy bcoz i had to climb up from the bed so early...

I knew that i'll boring if i juz sit there for 3 hours so I decided to bring some books to read. When I went to the school I really suffered, suffering from the dirty and smelly environment. I really cant concenterate to read my story book. I sat in the canteen and tried my best to sit still and not going anywhere(its hard for me to sit still for so long). Throughout that period, I din even turned back to look at them how they trained because I felt embarrasing. I only heard HOO, HAA, HEE from them... and I also heard some voice that the ppl were talking about me'why this girl reading the book here' or something like that.. I know what they meant acually. Mayb they felt that I like to pretent I'm hardworking, or mayb even try to get ppl's attention...=.=I felt very funny about that. In developed countries like U.S.A and Japan, u can see ppl holding a book everywhere, but why they feel weird when I'm reading a book?? What's wrong with that!!

I really hate that feeling... I'm not in a good mood and feel very down and loneliness...I try to get out from that area but I dont know where to go(bcoz I'm afraid I'll get lost in the school).

And the last half an hour, finally I turned back and look at them bcoz I heard some familiar names... I saw my senior(x form5) and i wanna wish her, so I wait for the moment she look in my direction. I expected her to look at me so I can talk to her but it's very dissappointed. We dont even have the chance for eye contact. And I saw the person who I wish I'll nvr meet him...Dont know why I feel like he very dislike me and I'm also very uncomfortable when I saw him every time, so for our own good, I hope we'll nvr meet again somewhere, and I'm very sorry to say that..And I saw someone who I know him from the past..those days I really admire him bcoz of his achievement in academic and his muzic talents..but again dont know why this feeling has disappeared..

Huh!! I'm not going to sorry to myself even once again...I'll nvr go to that school for this purpose!! I very regret that I went there with my sis but at least I did what I've promise. Today is really an awful day!!

what a great day!!

2008-08-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

WAH!! Today super duper happy!! HAPPY and HAPPY and HAPPY!!! Our class 4 Zamrud had won the third prize for choir competition...yeepi..We must thanx our class monitor Jehan very much because she had lead us to this success.. and also Rachael who helped Jehan..thanx loh ling for playing violin, sherene and phoebe who played guitar..and also our conductor sam..and my classmates who participated.. here, i wanna congrates Intan and Berlian class who won the first and second prizes...haha

And i'm TOO TOOO TOOOO excited and EXTREMELY happy because lee chong wei had won the semi-final competiton for badminton games..I was in front of the television at exactly 6.30pm to watch the historical events~~WOW...how amazing it was.. I'm so nervous until i wanna cry out... my sis and me kept shouting juz like mad and crazy ppl..AND finally he won~~ I'm very touched until my tears came out~~huh..the final competition is coming, i hope he can do all his best in the coming competiton...he is the only hope~~

2008-08-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

I'm quite sad because the teacher had changed our place in class.. Haiz..

I'm so LUCKY,,,

not everyone's place was changed but mine has been changed...

I wonder how LUCKY am I...

but the most heartbreak is...

my place is very far from sherene's and hao min's places...lol..whatever la..i still can chit chat with them when teachers' are absent..haha..this thought may make me feel better(although i cant do it)hmm~~

2008-07-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

wah...finally we finished our class banner..

although the deadline was last week, and we knew we were the only class who did not pass up our banner, and we guess the teacher will not accept it anymore, but we still finished it because we had did it halfway. we had put our effort in this banner, so i really appreciate it.. thx to those who involved and supplied the brush and water colours..

4 Zamrud's banner...how was it?

2008-07-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

hehe..sometimes i feel boring, i will do something weird~~

emm...tis is my cute little...?!sis o bro?

(sori, the pic has been removed)

haha..i very sure tis is my little bro...

Life after exams

2008-07-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

hooray!!exams juz over. it's a HISTORY now~~ i'm very happy coz no ned to force myself study d.. wah so relax~~

BUT i'm goin to crazy now!! the lessons start again...have to listen to the teachers...do lots of homeworks...OMG

can u imagine a lazy pig doin her homework, sit still n listen to the teacher??

IMPOSSIBLE!!

but wat to do T_T

wuwu~~i'm a gud student.. cannot ponteng sekolah

tuition teachers

2008-07-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

today i didnt go to school. i have a running nose since sunday and i've been suffer for 4 days. today i'm better and almost recover so i went for bio and add maths tuitions. i like the bio teacher because he is very funny, during his lessons i nvr feel sleepy (because got sight n sound effects). but the add maths class, pity the teacher la~~ his english pronunciation is quite weird. my frens wrote all his mistakes in a piece of paper and passing to us... we laughed loudly but i guess the teacher did not know what was happening. i'm very bad and i joined them--i wrote in the paper too...
but i juz joking and having fun la~~i know i shouldnt do that la !!

To birthday girl HAO MIN

2008-07-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

haha... 16 already ler. finally you same age as me, don't say i bully youngster, you are not kids anymore. emm... what is your wishes? really postcards? i guess more than that. i hope 'the most important person' will wish you today~~ ^_^

i hope you will have a perfect birthday today and enjoy yourselves celebrating with your family. but don't forget me, remember to bring cakes for us. ya 1 more thing, acually i wanted to bring cakes to you all but everytimes my cakes was finished...haha

here's a birthday cake for you 'children's birthday cake'...can see but cannot eat..haha

here, i wish you have a nice day and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! i'm sorry i forgot to tell you that today wendy wanted to wish you but she didn't meet you at school so she asked me to wish you happy birthday and loges as well.

haha we won

2008-07-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...today chemistry teacher gave a crossword puzzle to be done. it's like a competition and each group consists of 5 will discuss together. since our group so cooperate, of course we done it on time. although i didnt contribute much to my group, but i did give them idea to think. haha i think my ideas are useless la...

haha our group had won... with another two groups, but i feel 'very little' sorry to others group..

shh...only my group members know the reason...hei u guys don't tell ar

our group's secret...he he

TUESDAY!!

2008-07-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today, our class have biology, physics and chemistry lessons after recess. All together 6 PERIODS!!! Although the lessons were very long, but today i'm quite relax. During these periods, the only thing we did were doing the experiments!! NO NEED to study... NO NEED to do homework... NO NEED to study all the boring theory... haha... NO NEED to listen to the teacher's voice...

2008-07-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

haha...finally our group pass up the sivik folio today~~
first of all, i want to thanks my group members...
thx for their contribution and their hardwork(although is not very hard la...)
i hope our teacher who really kedekut to give marks will giv us more marks...

2008 birthday

2008-07-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

Haha...my birthday had over~~very OLD d (T_T)...
Yesterday so many wishes from frenz...thx very much
Erm...my family ah!! haiz... no wishes from them, keep remind them oso no respond..wuu~~
Luckily my cousins still remember my birthday...remember means muz giv present wor...

Yesterday i really busy, 6pm only reach home, then prepare for tuition...sacrifice my time for the tuition n din celebrate my birthday. haha... we should have a new tuition teacher n we are very curious what kind of teacher he is...so we met each other at 7.30pm at downstairs as we planned...
we started planning everything... we go into the tuition centre at the same time...we pretent that we do not know each other... we sit at the back row of the class n leave the front row blank...
THEN it was the time... we went up together and ring the bell...
A teacher came n tell us no tuition!! Huh...phone my father to pick me n kena marah pula...so angry, the teacher nvr tell us...our planning fail...

Hahaha...i'll show my presents nex time when i hav collected them...
Oh ya, i said i wan to giv a surprise to myself...
erm...hmm...ngg...accually nothing la!!

Dont forget tomorrow~

2008-06-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

Ooo... Tomorrow is my birthday, don't know how many of them still remember. Hmm~~
I got many birthday wishes...
i) i hope i'll got a new tuition bag...haha my bag is too small
ii) i want an excellent results...i hope i no need to study but can score in exam
iii) i hope tomorrow i'll get a good new tuition teacher...my old tuition teacher go to further his study
d~~
iv) i want a *p that same brand as jay chou...haiz~~ impossible
v) i hope i can have free time tomorrow...school time until 2 something
chinese tuition 2 hours
add maths tuition
Wow!! I so rajin~ pai se la
vi) i juz want a piece of cake from my family...i want to eat alone, they no need to eat~~everything
so expensive now ar!! i juz help them to save money..
vii) tomorrow i want to give a big surprise to myself...haha~~guess what!!tell u all next time

Wuu~~bye bye my 15 years old
i'll miss u so much